the thing i am maybe most sad about, in a twisted way, in all of this POLITICS stuff, is that i feel that a majority of the population is questioning itself and its beliefs and even if they are being pigheaded, ultra(anti)-christian, racist low i.q. denizens of AMERICUH, at least they are thinking and conflicted and downright manic....
and that is giving me a bit of respite in the balance. because that's how i always am, and i am feeling some psychic relief from everyone else doing a bit of CARING and THINKING.
i think i am going to miss that.
and i want the weak little sprouts of positivism and hope and change to have a chance to grow and i am doing my best to THINK that the shit i am hearing that is negative and hateful and so anti-(the) Christ energy and message (and i am talking about You, here: racist, sexist, supposedly "christian", usually older than dirt but sometimes fresh as a daisy hate-filled closeminded Real americans)...is just what it feels like when taken positively, it is shit...manure.
any of you with any sort of that negativity and closed smallmindedness who cannot see that positive energy is REAL and that there are those of us who COLLECT it and STORE it and USE it as our main energy source are HURTING and SCARED and it comes out in your pinched off high-pitched terrified (because those with whom you have alighned yourselves with have TERRORIZED you for decades, but especially this last one) voices. Or your bullheaded bible verses and skewed mishmashmix of politireligion
which is not serving you but working against you and all that you hold dear.
there IS a heaven and it is here on earth. and the jesus in that book would not be an american "CONSERVATIVE". would NOT. period.
would not be an american "LIBERAL" either.
he would be JESUS the son of DIVINE.
and there is little to no place for DIVINE in american party politics, nor in america at all. trust me, i have looked.
and you have to understand that i am NOT, in any mindframe, looking at this as MCCAIN "people" are wrong and OBAMA "people" are right.
you have to've witnessed my mental anguish enough to know that i am not like THAT or saying THAT.
not even in my beloved Green Party (have you read the platform yet?) is perfection to be found, or even DIVINE (but golly lots more of it, in my opinion)...
But ALL AROUND is secularist flotsom and jetsom. on BOTH sides. but my goddess, the things and ignorance and fear and hatred and stupidity and intolerence and all-out shittiness that i hear from ONE PARTICULAR SIDE about its fellow HUMANS, not about the ECONOMY or TAXES or even LAWS or things that the GOVERNMENT is supposed to preside over EXECUTIVELY....
but about BLACK HUMANS
and SOCIALIST HUMANS
and MUSLIM HUMANS
and KENYAN HUMANS
and BIRACIAL HUMANS
and NON-EVANGELICAL HUMANS
and COMMUNIST HUMANS
and MEXICAN HUMANS
and FELLOW AMERICAN HUMANS
and IRAQI HUMANS
and FEMALE HUMANS
and "LIBERAL" HUMANS
and PENNSYLVANIAN HUMANS
and RURAL HUMANS
and HUMANS WHO MAKE LESS THAN 250,000 DOLLARS PER YEAR
and HUMANS WHO MAKE MORE THAN 250,000 DOLLARS PER YEAR
and HUMANS WHO ARE RAPED BY THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS
and HUMANS WHO BELIEVE THAT THEY OWN THEIR OWN UTERUSES
and HUMANS WHO ARE ELITIST
and RED STATE HUMANS
and HUMANS WHO ARE WORTH LITTLE MORE THAN POLL NUMBERS
and on and on and on and on....
THAT is very very UNDIVINE, isn't it?