Our Year Of Living (Beautifully) Without WalMart

Thursday, June 19, 2008

things i have always known but haven't told anyone

(originally posted may 4, 2008)

***the current administration succeeded a coup in the year 2000

***money is not worth the paper it is printed on...i have always said..."show me the gold standard for the credit card debt and i will pay for my hospital bills"

***9/11 looked, even that day, like a controlled demolition, i do not believe that a plane hit the pentagon and that there was a plane on the ground in shanksville that day...

***the horrors and evil perpetrated by this country's dictatorial administration (and the world bank) will usher in the end of the freedom of the human soul unless more people wake up! come out! and DO NOT GO BACK TO SLEEP!

***at this point it doesn't matter what your arguement is, as long as you are arguing!!!!!!!!

***it is better to live on your feet than to die on your knees

***think about this one thing, please, those of you who would throw jesus at me...who would try to silence me through your blind and deaf devotion to christianity...please just read this one last sentence and think about it...it has taken me 31 years to fomulate this question...give me the respect of reading it, opening your mind, take a deep breath, don't be scared and before you defensively come up with ANYTHING about jesus...just think about this....

*************if the current administration was truly christian, would they be the ones ushering in ALL of the end times prophesies that are attributed to the anti-christ, to satan, to evil, to destruction, to war in the middle east, to one world government and imperialism, to gog and magog, to wars and rumors of wars, to despotism, to the mark of the beast, to ALL OF THE THINGS THAT FRIGHTEN YOU MOST ABOUT THE BIBLE AND MAKE YOU WISH THE HARDEST THAT IT IS TRUE THAT JESUS WILL COME BACK AND SAVE YOU...
?


***there is not some other spiritual warfare on any realm that you cannot see.it is happening in front of your face.

***real people with souls are killing the people of iraq IN YOUR NAME...

***real people with souls (however corrupt) have STOLEN YOUR GOVERNMENT, YOUR DEMOCRACY, FROM YOU...DEMOCRACY HAS NOT EXISTED IN THIS COUNTRY IN SOME TIME AND MOST ESPECIALLY SINCE 2000...
i have known all of this for a long time...since i was far to young to have ever even thought of it...and i have not been able to put it into words.now i am trying...

***we must try against ALL ODDS and against the TERROR that is being brainwashed into us by the bush administration...

***you don't have to be afraid of osama bin laden...the bush family is not afraid of the bin ladens, they are FRIENDS and PARTNERS with them....and yeah, sure, osama is the crazynutball brother of the family...but wouldn't YOU be able to find the crazy nutball brother or any of your high school friends with a little google, word of mouth, and certainly without the power of the CIA and the "most powerful military in the world"????????!!!!!!!!

***you didn't have to be afraid of saddaam hussein, and he is dead now, so you REALLY dont need to be afraid of him now

***how many of you, or your family, (who didnt go to war presumptively) been in anyway confronted personally and frightened by a member of al-queda????...but HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE BEEN TERRORIZED BY THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION???

***9/11 was crazy...9/11 was scary...9/11 went on for YEARS and it is a dream that many of us are just recently WAKING UP FROM..it was continuous replaying of 3000+people dying in front of you...not an easy thing to take...how long did it take until you were numb to those pictures???...how many times did you have to see those buildings fall before you didnt feel ANYTHING anymore...they were just pictures...not the death of PEOPLE!... had you ever been to newyork city before september 10, 2001??? did you KNOW in your bones the massive nature of those buildings, of THAT place? the LIFE and ENERGY of the THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE who were there?????? i did...i have FELT that for the past 7 years! i have kept the memory of the FEELING of witnessing the DEATHS of THOSE PEOPLE ....i bought the book of their obituaries and read some of them every september...(what has the current administration done to even HONOR THESE PEOPLE in SEVEN YEARS, to memorialize the site??? even a plaque??? ANYTHING??!! or have they forgotten that national cemetery as surely as they want you to FORGET....?)

***WHAT DO YOU DO???? what do you do to participate in life outside of your own??? outside of your fear of the world and insanity about lack of money??? how many miles (5280 ft) of gas does your car get per gallon??? (gallon, like gallon of milk...)HAVE YOU EVEN CONSIDERED ALTERNATE TRANSPORTATION OR CUTTING DOWN ON USING YOUR CAR AND THE OIL IN IT AS A MEANS TO GETTING MORE MONEY AND SPENDING IT AND ADDING TO YOUR LIFESTYLE OF DEBT AND INSANITY??? (i know, its hard for me to think of too, but i do it..i think about it a lot...and i am by no means a saint)

***how many of you have thought in TERROR and SICKNESS thoughts that were fed to you by the FEDERALLY LISCENCED MEDIA (FCC)????????

***how many of you feel bad in your hearts and minds from not speaking up about questions you may have about the evil in THIS country and in THIS GOVERNMENT????

***how many of you think more about iraq than about american idol????
hate me, throw jesus at me, never talk to me again, think that i have finally gone crazy-er, feel free to question me because i think the stimulation of questions and the fact that i am not afraid to answer nor ask them anymore will be very empowering to me...
BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE LOOK AROUND YOU WITH EYES OF LOVE AND NOT EYES OF FEAR
PLEASE FEEL LOVE MORE THAN CARE ABOUT MONEY
THINGS CAN BE FIXED IF YOU JUST TURN YOUR THOUGHTS TO LOVE AND GOODNESS AND NOT THE AUTOMATIC-PILOT FEAR YOU HAVE BEEN PROGRAMMED TO THINK AND FEEL
THE ONLY THING WE HAVE TO FEAR IS TERROR ITSELF...AND WHO INFLICTED THE WORD, THE MINDSET, A DOGMA OF TERROR ON THIS COUNTRY????? DID OSAMA BIN LADEN WAGE A WAR ON TERROR????? IS ANYONE ACTUALLY FIGHTING TERROR????
TERROR IS A FEELING...THIS "WAR" IS A CAMPAIGN TO MAKE YOU FEEL TERROR AND IT WILL NEVER END UNTIL YOU END IT WITHIN YOURSELF one tiny minute of beauty, love hope and peace at a time. remember them?? they are the feelings that you were capable of on september 10, 2001 that you have completely forgotten.

YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN FREEDOM OF FEELINGS...your feelings are being controlled and manipulated by the media, which please don't forget is "regulated" by the "government" and is almost a monopoly now...those of you (like me) who would suffer from physical depression with no external stimuli are being TORTURED by the images, words, fearmongering, bottom feeding, insanity-infesting, BOMBARDMENT OF THE MEDIA... and its all on the surface now! imagine! just imagine what passes for subliminal these days!

i am getting more radical with every passing sentence, and i may be shocking some people who came here for happy go lucky steff...
maybe i will go back to sleep tomorrow, in five minutes, or later on today...but i am AWAKE and i am TALKIN right now...

thank you for making it this far....the truth grates on the mind soaked with lies...

i am sorry if what i have typed scared you more than you already are. i have been told that my writing has the ability of making people's hearts beat differently and cause them to hold their
breath while they are reading...

breathe....

and ask yourself just one question..

ANY question...
and LISTEN TO YOUR OWN ANSWER....

quiet your mind of every other thought (especially about money and the media, which are both regulated by the FEDERAL "government") tough to do, isnt it???

think about your family and friends...think a good thought about yourself (for once)..think that you are beautiful (for once)...think that the world is not evil, that there are evil people in the world but there are FAR MORE GOOD PEOPLE than the few evil people...there is beauty in your world...

breathe again...

simple things are better than things that you pay money for....

do you remember anything that didn't cost you money???

kiss someone you love...

be present...

is the sun shining or is it night?? find a window or a door and stick your head out of it and into NATURE....

breathe again...

walk around in public LOOKING PEOPLE IN THE EYES...smile at them...notice how many people are smiling at your children in the store while you are INSANE about buying peanut butter...

spend a solid half an hour looking your own child, or mate, or self in the mirror, in the eyes INSTEAD OF TELEVISION...(eek!!!!!!!)

breathe....

go out into your yard and TOUCH THE GROUND...put your nose to the earth....

BREATHE AGAIN....

are you still with me....

thank you

thank you

thank you

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