Our Year Of Living (Beautifully) Without WalMart

Saturday, June 28, 2008

9-13-01





i have always wanted sooooooooooo badly to fit in...



in my family...



in school...



in my country....



but i just can't...







even back on 9-13-01 (when this story first aired) i was as asleep as i ever plan to get...i was a young mother with a working husband who was doing the house and two cars and mortgage thing...



and i HATED BUSH then...and i HATE HIM NOW....



and i have always felt "okay" about being american...



but i am not a FLAG PERSON like this....



i HATE BUSH TOO MUCH...



i HATED HIM THEN TOO MUCH...



I KNEW IT WAS BULLSHIT...



MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS "OKLAHOMA CITY" that there was NO way that anyone outside of the united states would do anything that violent...



i was right...i was right...i was right...i was right....



you will see in time that i was right...



and that my being right does not feel like a good thing.


its not like i will GAIN wonderful satisfaction by being right.
it is GRUESOME to know these things...
to've been able to FEEL them on that day...

i knew bush was evil
i knew bush was evil
i knew bush was evil

ask anyone....
bobby flew the flag...
i didn't want to...

i wouldn't have if you had bought it and asked to hang it up on my porch...

not because i don't love america...
i do...
i have seen and EXPERIENCED most of america...
i have been to her states, driven through MOST of them...
have seen all the major cities (mostly)...
at least half of the state capitol buildings....

i am more well versed in governmental action/disaction/unaction...
and supposed function...
than i EVER will be at television, fashion, consumerism, or any other mind manipulating tool...

and there is sooooooooo much wrong right now...
there is soo much evil right now....

and if you want to ignore it, i cannot stop you from ignoring it....
and if you want to think i am crazy...please do. all the geniuses, prophets and heroes in the world have been wild-eyed craaaazy muthuhs...
i will be PROUD to be placed in THAT rank.

i can't fly the flag yet because the FLAG is killing innocent people right now...
and
our dictator is evil
our dictator is evil
our dictator is evil

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